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Tuesday, June 14, 2011 Y 6:22 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Its been two months...
Finally, i let him go...
Its a relief, yet... a bit lonely...
The string orchestra SYF competition, is finally over too.
Though the results were not as good as expected, it had been a good experience.
Our new orchestra is HUGE, compared to the previous years...
Everything is up to a new start...
I cannot fall back, I can't let HER affect me...
Also, i can't let HIM affect me anymore too...


Friday, April 15, 2011 Y 3:58 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

I just noticed how much a bad friend i am.
Sorry, my dear DOUS, i neglected every single one of you, most of all DouNai and DouFu.
I promise i will forget GINGER and try to change everything with u DOUS.
Please don't lost the feeble light you were holding on to because of all the mistakes i made.
Forgive me.
It has been the most disastrous (or whatever way u spell it) month.
For ALL of US.
But i had a PERFECT two weeks when it HAD LASTED. with GINGER.
But i hope DOU DOUS would understand that i am not a tactful person from i was young, i need people to tell me whats wrong and right so could u please put up with me?
I know just as much as my heart hurts EVERYTIME i see GINGER (with or without HER), I know you guys are hurt because the way i treated you all unfairly.
I know he isn't worth my time, but 1 thing for sure, I want to thank HIM to have taught me how it felt to be loved and to love even if i was being toyed around with. GINGER, THANKS A LOT.
GURLS, SORRY.
SHE, I thank you a lot for letting me know how much it hurts when ur guy is toying with you.
Me, GOOD FOR YOU TO HAVE KNOWN TO LET GO, EVEN IF NOT COMPLETELY.


Thursday, March 17, 2011 Y 6:57 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Hey! It been over a month.
Having one week holiday now.
Though it doesn't seem like a holiday at all!
Teachers are giving homework as if it was a whole month of holiday, and i am having co-curriculum activities almost every single day! T^T
The only thing that makes this week like a holiday is that i don't get to see 'Ginger' and the 'dou's.
Left about three days till school re-open. But there's still hills of homework undone!!

I bet all of you has seen the news about Japan?
I hope things would get better for them, and that they get to see their loved ones again.
Jiayou Japan!

Best wishes,
Shizuka

Nothing is Infinite, Believing is the light


Tuesday, February 8, 2011 Y 11:19 AM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Hey people!!
Its been ages =]
Chinese New Year is here, did you get more 'ang bao' then last year >.<

While the holidays has just passed, the upcoming COMMON TEST/CA1 is here!
Good Luck in studying though...

GTG,
posting soon
SHIZUKA

~Nothing is infinite, Believing is the light~


Saturday, December 25, 2010 Y 3:43 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Hey!
Merry Christmas People!
Have a good Holiday and just take it easy~

5 more days to countdown for 2011...

Btw, do you guys know of Emily Bear???
She is about 8 or 9 years old now.
She has composed over 350 pieces of music (on piano) last year!
She started to play the piano when she was 2 yrs and 1 month.
After 3 months of learning, she could play VERY complicated music already!

Check her out on this url!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUx4t4W4eVY&feature=feedlik_more

And here's some songs whih she composed:

Journey to my heart :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZOGncQFAcs

Nrothern Lights:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uk_YRAMKXO4&feature=related

Tomorrow's Wishes:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8eTNnp6XWo&feature=related

Don't forget that she was 6 yrs old when she composed most of her songs!


Wednesday, December 8, 2010 Y 4:33 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

We are coming to an end of 2010!!
Have you made your new goals, resolution??
Remember to always smile!!

For those Primary(Elemetary School) 6, Secondary (Middle School) 4, Polytech/Junior College(High School) 4th/3rd year and even those in University (College) who just got their results, I want to say congrats to you for your hard work for the pass years and those who did well, i want to say, you are doing great but do not lose sight of your goal, always work towards it and become someone of great status... For those who did not do well, do not be sad, most importantly don't regret. You are not at the end of your journey yet, you just passed one of the hurdles only, there are more to come, take it slowly and find something you really want to acheive and work towards it too. Remember that there are no Idiots and Genius, there are only Slackers and Hard-Workers. What you get, is the end result of what you have been doing.

Have you Finish your Homework yet??
If not, You better hurry >.<
You are left only about Half a month!!

I'll be going to Malaysia this Saturdayy, to be honest, I don't feel like going at all, I don't want to face aanyone, but still, I force myself to smile...
I don't want to face my relatives...

WooHoo~
Kim Hyun Joong is in Singapore!!
So close to him, yet so far...
Taylor Swift is coming to Singapore on Febuary 2011 too!!

Studying Chopin, Bach and Beethoven - they are Musicians, Composers, Conductors - now, their music is so complicated!!
You can tell by the notes and tones that their lives are just as complicated...

And By the Way, Before I forget on the day itself, Merry Christmas, for couples, enjoy this day, for singles, find your friends and family and celebrate till you drop...

Regards,
Na Xuan

P.s. Sorry...I am not really in the mood for doing anything expect go sulking away in a corner, so the things I type are very... weird?

P.s.s. Nothing is Infinite, Beliving is the light


Friday, November 5, 2010 Y 12:59 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Just now i was editing my story... But its getting kind of boring!

There's nothing to do today! At the very least, for the past few days I went back to school for activiteis and for cca...

But today... Haiz~

Been replaying Frippery number 2 for three whole days already but not getting tired of it, just broke the record...

Anyway is the font really VERY hard to see???
If so, you could increase your screen size to 125%...
I am kind of lazy to change my blog skin...

Post again when i think of something to post about, if not i think i am just going to rattle and rattle about rubbish non-stop...

Shizuka Ichiwaru
- Nothing is infinite, believing is the light -


Wednesday, October 27, 2010 Y 9:08 AM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Its so boring~
Even thought the holidays are here,
Theres just isn't anything I can do!
My plans are just to go for CCAs and prepare for SYF and for next year Sec 1's orrientation...
Its just so... Boring!

Also,
My G String broke for the fifth time!
FYI! Its my violin G string -.-
For some certain idiots like the one behind me, please wash your minds...
Haiz~ I watch movie first ltr at home then post..


Saturday, October 23, 2010 Y 8:24 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Thumbs up if you just love the haze! Get any heavier and we don't have to go to school anymore!
Its been raining through-out the whole day, so its been COOLING >.<

But, my parents want me to go M'SIA... Haiz~
I just can't pass my room to somebody else... Feels weird...

Btw, the lastest chapter of Skip Beat! really made me heart skip a beat...
The lastest chapter showed Ren's past!
So cool! But he's in a trance now... I wonder if Kyoko will be the one to pull him out of it...

Well.. whatever.. Good news is that, one more week and its school holiday! ^^
Looking forward to it and also to Harry Potter series LAST MOVIE!!
Though is kind of annoying that the second part of the movie is next year July T.T

A hell which I have to endure another three years, have already passed for almost a month.. Even though its not been confirmed that the hell would end in Three years time but i still look forward to it... _l_

Another thing, I have just joined the main orchestra, but then it just feel out of place.. Like i don't belong there.. I don't really have confidence in my skills yet.. But then again.. it might just be my imagination...

Best Wishes,
Ichiwaru Shizuka

P.s. Listening to <> soundtracks (Sakura's theme) right now.. Geting kinda emotional...

P.s.s Changed the songs from SS501 to some english songs.. Like? No? I will change them again some time in the near future...

Nothing is Infinite, Believing is the Light.


Sunday, October 17, 2010 Y 12:18 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

I went to watch a ghost movie on Friday after going for buffet at Nihon Mura to 'celebrate' end of EOY examinations...

Its called ' Child's Eye '...

The main actress in it is Rainie Yang (taiwanese actor and singer)..

It was SO SCARY..

That night, I could not sleep till 4am and woke up at 9am covered with sweat...

There was something i don't understand... During the show, I was the only person whimpering and shivering... The rest of the people were LAUGHING!

Oh.. For goodness sake, who laughs during a ghost movie???

After that, I swore i never was going to watch a ghost movie EVER AGAIN!!!

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Thursday, October 14, 2010 Y 12:02 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Friend,

I betrayed your trust,
I hurt you,
I made you lost your trust,
Bur understand,
Give me a chance to explain,
I want to put things right again,
I don't want to involve anyone else,
Forgive me...

Sorry,
Friend (and always will be)

P.s. Ppl, today i learnt a big lesson, don't do something you will regret. Don't betray your friends trust, try to understand them...

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Wednesday, September 1, 2010 Y 11:39 AM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Hey people ^^
Its been ages!!!
Sooo many things have happen and i don't know where to begin...
Yesterday, i went back to my primary school and guess what? My friend (Mary) is migrating to Australia, Sdyney!!! I'm so jealous.. But at the same time, i feel sad and weird... Its like.. when i think that in a month's time, i won't see her again (probably) in S'pore, its so out of place...
Well she's going to have a farewell party on 10/19 at Downtown East, and i WIll, Most DEFINITELY WILL go send her off at the airport on 20/09. Mary, I'll miss you SO much!!

Best Wishes (Especially to Mary),
NAXUAN
P.S.OH, BTW, i heard that SS501 has disbanded... SO SAD... T.T
~Nothing is Infinite, Believing is the Light~

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Friday, June 4, 2010 Y 1:33 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Juz read to the lastest chapter of the manga called Immortal Rain. It very nice, you can try readin it too, it can be read on mangafox.com. It is so touching but a single chapter takes a long time to upload.. Sad~

Talking about manga, I juz found out that there is actually a book version (as in the story is written out without any drawings). It is called 1/2 prince, its very nice you should try it too. But the best is still Skip Beat. I luv Tsuruga Ren!!! Haha, i actually recently not that faithful to Ren anymore, I love almost all the male main character of every manga i read.. for example.. erm.. Ikuto Tsukiyomi, Len Tsukimori, Inuyasha, Misaki, Usui and so on... Sorry Ren... T.T

Not sure if you guys know of Fanfiction.net, but you should try going this website too, it has ALL the alternative possibilities which you may want the story to develope into...

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Thursday, June 3, 2010 Y 4:17 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

My Gosh~ Did you guys watch You're Beautiful (or the alternate name is He's Beautiful)? Its so NICE!!! It was very funny and cute! Especially Hwang Tae Kyung, Shin Woo and Jeremy and of course.... Jolie!!! You asking who Jolie? OF course its the heroin of the story! OOPS! Did i juz type "it" ? Haha, the cat's out of the bag now... actually, Jolie is Jeremy's pet dog (a golden retriever to be exact) The heroin is called Go Mi Nyu, she is impersonating her 'brother' to 'save him'. Her brother's name is Go Mi Nam.

All of them are just so cute! The other day, the one who acted as Hwnag Tae Kyung came to S'pore and there was a interview on the show which is published on Teenage on May...

If you have not watched it, try watching it, you can watched it at mysoju.com and youtube.com. Gogogogo! Watch it NOW!

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Y 4:12 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Today i have my home based learning programme. Just as the name suggests, this programme is to be done at home...

So boring~ Well better then having to go to school~ Well recently, I have been having weird mood swings... Sometimes i would be totally hyped up, and sometimes i would be very quiet... Weird~

Yesterday I brought ten chinese "xiao shou". Cost about ($7.90 x 2)... So now bankrupt... Sad Life~

Everythings suxs like hell.. haiz~


Thursday, May 27, 2010 Y 7:06 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Haiz~ Sorry guyz, for ALWAYS sighing in EVERY post... But i really cannot help it... Why don't you try holding a violin for 3 hours straight trying to play out a proper piece of music...

Anyway, now that today is the last day of school, i can practice my piano... But still there won't be any holiday at all... cause i have to go back to school for the whole month... Haiz~


Wednesday, May 26, 2010 Y 4:24 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Hohoho~

Getting a new playlist for my blog! Hope you like it... Comment on what song you want and i will change and find it for you :)

Later... (10min after posting the upper part)

Erm guys? Sorry if some songs in the playlists cannot be played...


Y 3:47 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Erm guys? Sorry... I changed my blogskin and not careful went to delete the links so could all of you who wanted to be linked tell me by c-box? Thanks sooo much...

Thanks a bunch,
S.I.


Monday, May 24, 2010 Y 7:40 PM


~ Wishes come True when You belive In them ~

Haiz~ One good reason why i hate examinations is cause u get to know where you are currently at in your studies... =.=''' Sad~ Some of my exams were not that good... Sad life... Haiz~ I really wanna skip tomorrow's CCA... so sian leh~ Today the Maths Trail was... was... fun (?) Well at least i got to relax a bit....(NOT)

Yesterday i also continued my piano lessons which i stopped last year because of PSLE. It was... bad... I totally forgot ALL my semitones and so on so forth.... Haiz~ at least i went to watch movies and played at the arcades with some of my NCHS fwens...

As you can see, my life suxs... well, sometimes, having your life being bored is a good thing. I hate anything too troublesome... =.= I rather play my com or read my books... Well gtg c u guys next time... (I have no idea when that will be...)

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Thursday, April 22, 2010 Y 10:20 PM


Hey guys... sorry for not posting for so long... I've been busy i a sense of way but will keep you up with my life now... No hurry, no hurry =)

Lets see... the most recent thing that i can remeber is my very good friend Joanne (Jojo) invited me to go with her with some other friends to Plaza Singapura. We watch er... I think the Calsh of the titans... After that, a few days later i watched How to train your dragon with my Brother and Alice in Wonderland with my family. Then after that there's the news of the approval of my cousin coming to S'pore to study in my school. Then a month later, my life started to cumble but i could not let it show and so i had to just laugh it off just i always did... Then recently, i started playing maple again but had to create a new acc. cause my old one got hacked and met some new friends on maple and became friends in the 'real world'. Also just a few days ago, some conflicts happened between the seniors and junoirs in my CCA but it got 'resovled' just today... It was resovled be some tears and apologies... typical... I always try to aviod these type of things as much as i can, cause the only way to live peacefully is to aviod all conflicts and stay neutral... but it seems this time i can aviod it cause this concerns mt friends... Well for now at least, the conflict have died down and the 'misunderstanding' was also cleared... Well i know my life boring and all and thank you for 'listening' to me grumble this whole time and i hope it wasn't a waste ot your time =)

Posting next time,
Kageyoshi Shizuka Ichiwaru
P.s. sorry guys may not be able to post that often cause SA1 is approaching... and for those wondering what CCA i am in, i am in the String Orchestra playing the violin...

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Y 10:16 PM


Yup, yup... My cousin has officially come to my school to study... After taking the previous year (2009) secondary 1 end of year paper she got into my school but not only that she even came into my class. Now she's living in my house in my room and apparently she has made herself at home... No hard feelings there, i mean, it is good to be feeling at home...

Well there's nothing much to talk in this subject so will post other stuff next...

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Friday, January 29, 2010 Y 12:38 PM


Hey Guys, Its definitely some time since i blogged :) Today, i'm blogging from school :)

My 'cher so good :)Anyway recently, remember i blogged saying that my cousin wanted to come over to take an exam so she can study in S'pore? She passed it! But the problem now is that i cannot find any vacancy in any school! So guys, help me by telling me if your school have vacancy! :)

Anyway about my sec school, i alr have started my exams... its only the first month and all...Blog later at home about to end school le bye :)

Shizuka Ichiwaru


Saturday, January 2, 2010 Y 7:43 PM


Hmm.. I think i made up my mind regarding the previous post, it is a good thing :D

Recently i started listening to more and more of Micheal Jackson's Song.. The one that i like most is "Heal The World" .Its so touching.. Even though the change in the world made by this song is small but still large enough to change ppl's hearts.......

Oh yeah, though it might be a little late, but i wish everyone a Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year and that things will go well in your secondary school life :D

Lets all look forward to a bright and good 2010 :)

P.s. There's another song i got hook on to, its called "Time for Miracles" i think its in the "2012" movie

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 Y 5:34 PM


Hey guys, i kinda got a .. .. news... ... my family from malaysia is coming over to Singapore on the 24th Dec and i am not sure if its good or bad news hmm...

Anyway, part of the reason they are coming over is kinda cause my cousin - same age but still older than me, well in my generation both father and mother side i am the youngest... sad... - wants to study in S'pore and she has to take an exam so b4 she comes over to take her exam, her family and my grandmother (father side) is coming over 4 a... um... vacation...

Ah!! My mum is back, i gtg bb :D

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Y 5:25 PM


Hey guys, hope you guys are not dying of boredom like and rotting in a corner :P Joking, Joking

Aanyway, today i just finish watching Full Metal Alchemist and i have just started on Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood.

Full Metal Alchemist Botherhood is actually not the secong season, it actually is like.. urm.. how to say it.. ah! like another version of FMA!

You guys should try watching both ( watch them at http://www.animeshippuuden.com/) cause it just so funny and nice... watever way you say it... nvm, just try watching it!! :D

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009 Y 8:40 PM


Yup, as the title said, the twilight saga :D

4 those who don't know what it means, it proves that you live in a cave far from the outskirts of town!!

Few days ago ( 2 to be exact ), i went 4 a movie marathon ( and again 4 those who don't know, it shows that you live in a cave far from the outskirts of town!! ) and watched both twilight - again - and new moon at the same time! But the timing of the show was insane! We must report there at 7.30pm ( was it... hmmm i 4got :P ) and wait 4 everyone to report there ( there were 500 ppl that was supposed to be there ) then listen to the mc talk for ''millions and millions of year'' then we start the show which ended at 2am in the morning... I kinda reach home at 3am, and i somehow manage to sleep for 13 hours the following day... ...

and i wanna apologize you know.. remember the previous blog i said i was gonna keep you guys updated on my trip to malaysia? i kinda... ... umm ... ...4got ... hehe, sorry...

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Thursday, November 26, 2009 Y 1:13 PM


Hi everyone!

2day i got my results and i did okay!! Well i'm glad i did.... ....
4 those that did not, do not get dis-courage cause this is NOT the end of your journey!!
4 those that did well, good 4 u and work even harder 2wards ur dreams and goals
Last but not least, i wanna thank all that supported me and taught and help or whatever....
To my teachers, i wanna say thxs and that you were a GREAT help!!
And to my friends, thank 4 being there and don't you guys dare to 4get me and keep in touch (:

Enough of all that mushy talk... ...
I won't be blogging 4 the next 4 days or so (maybe) cause i will be going overseas not to worry i will fill you guys up in detail what happened there (:

BB 4 now,
thxs and with regards,
Ichiwaru Shizuka

P.s. great weather 2day (:

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Sunday, November 22, 2009 Y 12:45 PM


Hey! Thxs guys 4 tagging me and linking... ... ah well our life 2gether is quite over isn't it? remember to keep in touch and pls don't get in 2 a accident or watever b4 26th Nov!! I'm sure Mrs Lee and Mrs Chandra will kill anyone who does (: JK, JK

Anyway i wish all of you gd lck and don't worry tht you are the only one who might get bad results (touching wood) cause i m 2... i detest that date...

You know, i noticed something... kids these days are VERY free aren't they? They can go blogging, msn-ing, sms-ing, twitting and watever for <<24/7/365>> 4 those who did not understand it meant 24 hours a day and seven days a week and 365 days a year... ...

Currently i m having some problems with the wind and i litterally mean the wind... ... its soooo strong that ALL my things are getting blown away... ...

Sorry i gtg see you all at school on 26th Nov!! (:

Bai,
Shizuka

P.s. feigning sick on 26th Nov is not going to work!! (: haha bai

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